1 Peter 5:7

Cast all your anxiety upon Him for He care for you. 1 Peter 5:7. Yesterday I was in church and pastor was sharing about how he misses his wife. So he called her on her mobile and said "Erm, I just want to hear your voice." He went on to say that substance is more important. What is the point in kissing the photo when you have the real person. My pastor also added that it is because where her heart is your heart will be as well. I think is because of love. He went on to preach about Ephesian 5:25-33. The famous passage for Husband and wife. Husband love your wife as how christ loves the church. Wife respect your husband. I did try to memorise this verse last time as it is very dear to my heart. Wanting to be a good man, so from friendship to courtship to being husband and wife, i hold the verse in great importance. I was sad and troubled yesterday because i did the same thing to Amy last time, by calling her on the mobile to surprise her. And since pastor said that where her heart is so will be my heart. I asked if my heart is in heaven now? As i mentioned in my previous blog that I come to know a special friend and how God brought us together. The individual times when we spent together often filled with surprises from above, fireworks in the sky, sky full of stars, aeroplane leaving a cloud trail through the air, it is really like God is encouraging us to be together, but there is always this torn in the flesh. Sometimes i wondered if the torn in the flesh is really a torn or is it just a lack of faith and not casting our cares upon Him. I have a beautiful relationship that ends with death. She had a unfaithful relationship which is tormanting her. I often pray and ask God, why people who love sincerely always get hurt. I get hurt, she gets hurt. I can only guess that my vision last Sunday is right. To the left is love, to the right is the flesh and in the center is the cross. Christ should be in the center for all relationship. I kneeled down and pray today to entrust everything, family, relationship, career, finance, health upon Him for his yoke is light. I know that my daddy God cares. He will see me through, he will give me strength to carry on, all i need is to rest on the eagle wings.

The male eagle who used to dance in mid air with his lovely female eagle shall dance again, since he lost her. He shall dance with another eagle or not at all. But what is most important is the under air current which lift both eagles up and that is the "Ruach"(Hebrew) the Spirit of the Living God. Whether he flys alone or as a couple for the Lord of the Heaven and the earth shall always be his strength.

Blessed be the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen